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I’m having one of those nights where everything seems painfully still. It’s three in the morning and I’m so, so tired but the moment my head touches the pillow, I’m wide awake. And it’s so quiet and empty. Even the sad thoughts that manage to creep in are silent.

I saw his girlfriend for the first time a few days ago. She’s unbelievably pretty and perfect. I should really get out of this mess while I can.