Add the 31 drafts I have stored on tumblr and the torn notebook page and you get 118. A hundred and eighteen different collections of words I have yet to post. I’m trying. For both you and myself. I’m trying, but I’m not satisfied. What does it mean when you lose trust in yourself? If you lose trust in your ability to count, you grab a calculator. If you lose trust in your ability to remember, you get a camera. And if you lose trust in your ability to spell, you get a dictionary. So what happens when you lose trust in your ability to write? What is there to fall back on when you are the only person who could ever explain?

Add the 31 drafts I have stored on tumblr and the torn notebook page and you get 118. A hundred and eighteen different collections of words I have yet to post. I’m trying. For both you and myself. I’m trying, but I’m not satisfied.

What does it mean when you lose trust in yourself?

If you lose trust in your ability to count, you grab a calculator. If you lose trust in your ability to remember, you get a camera. And if you lose trust in your ability to spell, you get a dictionary. So what happens when you lose trust in your ability to write? What is there to fall back on when you are the only person who could ever explain?

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