The truth, of course, is that writers are always working. We have invented "writing time" as a normalizing concept, to shield ourselves from the critical scrutiny we deserve.

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I remember this one time when I was in elementary school. These two girls, Emily and someone older, invited me to meet them by the dumpster during recess. I didn’t have friends so I was elated. I went and sat on the big blue box and waited.

After a while, I knew that they had tricked me and weren’t going to show up. And then I saw them sitting under some stairs several feet away. I pictured them laughing at me and waiting to see when I would give up and leave. I was too embarrassed to move so I just sat there until class started. We never talked after that, but sometimes I would walk by the stairs and see them chatting. And I would wish, I would wish so hard, that I could be their friend. These girls had made me the subject of their joke and I still wanted to be their friend.

I ended up going to the same high school as Emily. Every time I saw her, I would wonder whether she remembered at all. And if she did, was she sorry?

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Add the 31 drafts I have stored on tumblr and the torn notebook page and you get 118. A hundred and eighteen different collections of words I have yet to post. I’m trying. For both you and myself. I’m trying, but I’m not satisfied. What does it mean when you lose trust in yourself? If you lose trust in your ability to count, you grab a calculator. If you lose trust in your ability to remember, you get a camera. And if you lose trust in your ability to spell, you get a dictionary. So what happens when you lose trust in your ability to write? What is there to fall back on when you are the only person who could ever explain?

Add the 31 drafts I have stored on tumblr and the torn notebook page and you get 118. A hundred and eighteen different collections of words I have yet to post. I’m trying. For both you and myself. I’m trying, but I’m not satisfied.

What does it mean when you lose trust in yourself?

If you lose trust in your ability to count, you grab a calculator. If you lose trust in your ability to remember, you get a camera. And if you lose trust in your ability to spell, you get a dictionary. So what happens when you lose trust in your ability to write? What is there to fall back on when you are the only person who could ever explain?

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Okay, this might be weird, but I’m planning on buying a carton of these from here. I only need half of them. If anyone here would like to split or buy a pack, please contact me (countbyzeros@hotmail.com) and we can work it out. And for those wondering: No, I don’t smoke.

Okay, this might be weird, but I’m planning on buying a carton of these from here. I only need half of them. If anyone here would like to split or buy a pack, please contact me (countbyzeros@hotmail.com) and we can work it out.

And for those wondering: No, I don’t smoke.

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Heidi Klum

Heidi Klum

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Is it okay if I just break down and cry? Nobody’s looking.

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talk to me

countbyzeros@hotmail.com

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funnyassstuff:onemoretimewithfeeling: This is anything but average.

funnyassstuff:onemoretimewithfeeling:

This is anything but average.

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littlenightlook:

catastrophic:

I think we should all get together one night and play ‘I have never/Never have I ever’. I’m in the mood to have fun and get drunk. Also, I’m ashamed that I haven’t purchased any alcohol since I turned legal. But seriously. What better way to bond with followers?

I’ll drink with ya. We’ll play kings cup.

That’s my favourite :D

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